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Isnin, 21 November 2016

Concern

Hello guys :),
After years without a post, I am back. I wish I could write more but I just had no idea, I just cant get a hold of any topic and things. Hmm, I found out sharing life stuff is not really a good things nowadays since the world are getting scarier each day, well my life is not that interesting plus I dont really had much time to push me to write. It concerning me a lot whether I should just delete this blog and quit blogging for good. Yet, its a pity to waste all the idea and effort I had done so far. So for now I just dont find the answer for my concern yet. Hmmm so today I will just write how things had change in my life. Years has passed and I found there a lot of things change in myself. I am getting older (I already in 20's) *I just cant belive it, I was only 14 when I started blogging :'( well I can relate to this when i had an backache for being in ride too long, I keep getting headache if I dont take a good care of myself, I get tired easily. I wish I was 10 years younger. It does not only change in this way cause now I am holding a lot of responsibility on my own, I need to make a decision myself, I need to start thinking about my future and focus on it, I need to met a deadline, who I want to be, create my personality, coping with social life and I realize I dont had much time on my hand and being an adult is so much harder than I thought it would be. Well, it such a shame to say that I am now is an adult with a mind and thinking that not yet mature.There a lot of things i need to achieve and learn. I should try my best to bring out the best of me and I wont give up, yeahhhhhhh that the spirit~  I will give out all of me to live my life to the fullest and fulfill the life I am wishing for, hopefully. Well, i should say my goodbye for now. I hope I can make my decision concerning this blog soon and hoping so its a decision that I wont regret. Till later, XOXO.

P/S :  I am not that old yet anyways, huhuhu.